Before Trump Builds The Wall {Minneapolis Diaries} ~ International Boudoir Photography

minneapolis boudoir photographerWe decided it would be a smart idea for us to head to Minneapolis this year seeing as next year it may not be a possibility if Trump decides to build the wall to keep us scary Canadians out.  Just kidding, but we DID go to shoot some MPLS boudy babes and hang out with a babe to help her with her budding boudoir business!  While we were in Minneapolis I also brought a whole bag of clothes to photography Jill & Nicole because I certainly wasn't going to waste an epic location by NOT shooting.  Aaaand, seeing as we were there for July 4th, we wanted to get into the spirit of things and do a patriotic inspired shoot to celebrate the red, white, and blue!minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer

She Slayed {Minneapolis Diaries} ~ Inspiration Boudoir Session

minneapolis boudoir photographerMy morning client had cancelled her session at the last minute, so I had some time to use the beautiful morning light in our Airbnb.  Makeup artist extraordinaire, Nicole was more than happy to oblige!!  She rocked the Slay bodysuit that I had gotten from Winners and helped me fulfill my inspiration shoot around this gorgeous home.  We took advantage of all the gorgeous details that were littered throughout this gorgeous house!minneapolis boudoir photographerminneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographerminneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographer minneapolis boudoir photographerDo you have a gorgeously styled home that you would like to do your boudoir session in?  If so, when you shoot me an email, let me know about your ideas as I am always inspired by small details and fabulous light!  I am not opposed to venturing outside the studio, so we can definitely chat!

She Hid For So Long ~ Winnipeg Boudoir Photography

winnipeg plus size boudoir photographerMiss R responded to a casting call that I put up and came in for a killer shoot with me.  When I post casting calls, it's usually because I want to try new lighting, new posing, or I just get the itch to do some shooting (no coincidence this happens around the time I should be doing my taxes....)  In any case, if you want to get in on Casting Calls, request an invite to our VIP Boudy Babes group, but make sure you respond quick when I post them, because people tend to scoop them up relatively quickly!!  Even though I do these sessions more for myself, I tend to find that the clients also get a huge reward out of the session and here is Miss R to tell you her side of the experience.winnipeg plus size boudoir photographerThere is so much to say about this experience with Teri and Nicole. It is so much more than having your makeup done and your picture taken. The first reason I wanted to do this was to face my fear of being seen, outside of the privacy of my bedroom, as a sexual being. I don't know if it's because I was born female or if it is because, like many people, I have been abused in various ways by various people at various times throughout my life but I have always felt it was necessary to hide the sexual and sensual side of me. Not that I quite felt ashamed of it but just that it was a secret thing not to be expressed.winnipeg plus size boudoir photographer winnipeg plus size boudoir photographerThe second reason I wanted to do a boudoir shoot with Teri is because I have long preached about body acceptance, about how vitally important it is to love yourself in all of your shapes, sizes and ages and though I encourage this with everyone I meet, I didn't quite believe it to be true for myself. I have had many internal conversations that start out with "I love myself except..." or "I think I'm awesome but I wish I could change..." I wanted the exceptions and the list of things it would make me happy to change to go away. I wanted the internal conversation to simply be "I love myself." Full stop.winnipeg plus size boudoir photographer winnipeg plus size boudoir photographerWhen Teri posted a casting call to her site, and her criteria matched me I thought to myself "this is it! No delaying or excuses, this is the universe telling me GO!" and so I booked. I wasn't very nervous leading up to the day, but once Nicole was done my make up the jitters got me a little. Nicole left once my hair was done and Teri's first words were "deep breath" with her bright beautiful smile and my nerves disappeared. Right away she talked about what she wanted to do, she asked about my comfort level, she even did some of the poses she wanted me to do herself so I could see what she meant. She was very natural and at ease which put me very at ease. I felt very at home in her studio and in front of her camera.winnipeg plus size boudoir photographer winnipeg plus size boudoir photographerIt was a neat feeling, like I have always, every day stood around mostly naked in front of someone's camera. I never expected it to feel that normal. As we shot, Teri was very complimentary and always positive. I never even heard a "no" escape her. Her words were always positive, uplifting and encouraging. Shooting was done before I knew it and I headed home.boudoir photography winnipegA week or so later I made my way back to the studio for my reveal. Teri showed me a slide show of my images, my reaction was a half cry/half laugh. I didn't have the "that can't be me" feeling I hear a lot of people describe, I didn't have the "I hate these" feeling I have heard some people describe, I had a full on "I f*cking love these, holy sh*t I am crazy HOT, I want to have sex with myself" reaction. What I felt was a total re-connection to myself, to part of me I didn't realized had been disconnected.  And that's why the tears and laughter. Thank you Teri for helping me get that part of me back.  It seems like such a small thing but my outlook has 100% changed thanks to this experience.winnipeg plus size boudoir photographer winnipeg plus size boudoir photographerThis is WHY I do boudoir and this is WHY I push women out of their comfort zone....sometimes we are comfortable in the self-hate, so much so that we don't recognize how fucking amazing it feels to love ourselves!!  Are you ready to embrace your sensuality and have an epic love story with yourself??  If so, hit the contact button at the top and let's arrange a chat!! 

She Didn't Feel Sexy {Minneapolis Diaries} ~ International Boudoir Photographer

minneapolis boudoirMiss A and I spent a lot of time together while in Minneapolis because she wanted to put herself into her clients' shoes, but also she wanted to get her mentorship on!  I had the pleasure of photographing her in my gorgeous AirBNB and then hanging with her at her awesome Minneapolis studio!  This babe was nervous, but also incredibly saucy once we started shooting!  She totally gets my mission and promotes the same female empowerment at her boudoir studio, focusing on shooting ladies with curves.  Both of us talked about how it was important for there to be diversity of body types in the media, and since we are technically the "media" we could help make this change!  So, without further adieu, here is Miss A and her beautiful story.minneapolis boudoir photographyI loved the experience and just the feeling of confidence afterwards and knowing that I have done this not only for myself but also for my clients when I photograph them. minneapolis boudoir photographyI was so scared and nervous and seriously thought that she couldn't bring out sexy in me because I don't feel that way... I sometimes feel cute or silly but not sexy and beautiful. And to be okay with my body, which is a size 28 and to actually see it being strong and holding those poses {which were hard work) and yet I could do it even at my size!minneapolis boudoir photography minneapolis boudoir photographyOverall, the experience really had me thinking and re-evaluating my body and how I perceive myself! Thank you for letting me see a different side of me and pushing me out of my comfort zone!minneapolis boudoir photography minneapolis boudoir photography minneapolis boudoir photographyNot only did this babe kill it, but she now knows exactly what her clients feel: before, during, and after the shoot.  You can see Miss A's own bog post about her experience here!  I cannot wait to see her business grow!  This is why I love, love, love to do mentorships (or teritorials as I call them)!!  I, as one person, can only empower so many people, but if I can mentor and educate photographers to help them go forth and empower women, then so many more women will have their lives changed!! So, if you are a photographer wanting to impact more women and do more with your business, let me know or if you are a client who is ready to take the leap and do something you will NEVER regret, shoot me an email!

She Is A Fighter {Minneapolis Diaries} ~ International Boudoir Photographer

minneapolis boudoir photographyThe team and I took a road trip down to the big city of Minneapolis for shooting and shopping and it was a whirlwind of a trip.  We went down on Canada day, stayed for July 4th, and met some crazy beautiful women with fabulous stories.  Miss R found out about me through her friend that I had the pleasure of shooting in Vegas and drove 3 hours to come see me!  We shot at the gorgeous AirBnb that we rented for the week and made use of the gorgeous moody light.  I could tell when Miss R got there that she had some hesitations and was extremely nervous.  Due to the distance we were not able to have an in-person consultation, so I totally got where she was coming from, but this is why it is SO important that we do consultations if you ARE in Winnipeg!  Anywho, this babe was reluctant because she saw herself as "Mom" and "Wife" and was unsure of herself and her body since she had 3 little ones.  I will let her tell you her story, but I have to say she blew. me. away.  She dug deep and found herself again.minneapolis boudoir photographySo I finally did it. Me, a young mom of three, self conscious to the max, fighting major depression since childhood and still struggling to 'find myself'. As we talked prior to shoot, I know Teri could see my shy and timid nature, but as we continued shooting I found myself turn into a sexy beast, someone I never knew I could be.minneapolis boudoir photographyThe compliments and easy directions Teri told me, made it so easy for me to transform. I know she doesn't say she will transform us, better enhance our own beauty, let that person who's been hiding out, but she did, she transformed me into a goddess!minneapolis boudoir photography minneapolis boudoir photographyI felt more confident than I have ever felt in my entire life. I felt sexy. I felt beautiful. I felt happy with myself. And very brave for doing this.minneapolis boudoir photographyNever once during the entire session did I do my normal negative self talk, pointing out my 'mom tummy', how my face is too fat, how I hate my thighs and I wish I was thinner, NONE, NONE OF IT!!! I was fierce, I was incredible and I felt amazing. I was no longer 'just a mom', 'not pretty enough for this', or a 'lost and self conscious girl'... I was a woman, a fucking hot and awesome woman who can and WILL achieve amazing things.minneapolis boudoir photography<3 I cant thank you enough for making me feel like this Teri. You are a wonderful person to change lives like this!minneapolis boudoir photographyMy favorite outfit was nothing at all. By the end of the session I felt so confident, nothing but a blanket was all I needed to shine through! At the beginning I was so nervous and scared but quickly I changed into someone who wasn't afraid of anything.minneapolis boudoir photography minneapolis boudoir photographyI'm so grateful to have the photos to remind myself that I can be beautiful, I can be sexy and I can always be timid about something as long as I fight through it, amazing results will shine through. Thank you for this opportunity to find the good in myself again!minneapolis boudoir photographyI think Miss R. hit the nail on the head when she said it's okay to be timid, as long as you fight through it to do something amazing that you will never regret! I am so thankful she shared her story and her experience because I know there are far too many "moms" out there who forget that they are first and foremost WOMEN.  Think you are ready to reclaim your sensuality and goddess-like nature?  If so, hit me up at the contact page and let's chat!!